ive learned to embrace it - on the bright side I def wild the fukk out super hard, half of my 20s being blurry, the other half being corporate and responsible. I had a great run, now I been chillin a lot more, and relaxing. going 24 hours without sleep is damn near impossible now (but in my 20s I did it all the time, sometimes 48 hours no sleep). tis life. I have just about everything I aim'd for, so Im on schedule and quite happy. I thought I'd have a child by now, but when it comes down too it Im terrified of having the responsibility of bringing a person into this world.
I like being responsible for one person...myself. its so simple and easy. I live a global nomadic life, stress-free.
I often think of new countries to live in next without a care in the world. Didnt know my life would end up like this, I thought it would be worse actually lol. Funny how shyt turns out.
ps. My metabolism and face are still that of an early/mid 20 yr old tho.
a nikka been tryin to fill out for a decade now.