Sister called me early this morning and said my mom's heart stopped beating in the hospital, pray for me fam

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Still trying to get in the perfect scenario to make this gospel gospel and I'm just feeling regret because I was a lazy ass nikka and I hate using the n word(it don't seem like it I know) cause I had a great aunt that got killed at her house prom by a white man with a shotgun(what's crazy is my dad picked up the guy who drove the killer to go kill her) and I could have been brought my mom a house a new car and shyt but I wait until the last moment to do so. I told myself to do what I should do when my grandma on my mom's side died which was like 7 months ago but I stayed lady smh and I just feel mad regret like when I told you about the house I was serious and she couldn't even be there to see it and that shyt hurts.


And I'm trying not to cry right now.Like why couldn't she put that pride to the side and just go to get a check up years ago when that shyt could have been treatable man? Like she said like 2-3 years ago she ain't wanna go to the hospital and find she had something and I ain't think anything of it cause like you never think it's gonna be your family membet
 

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@Mystic man my pops is still holding in, but he's in Hospice now and they started the meds.

He is aware and can respond to questions but he can't speak well and can't move around on his own at all.

It's only a matter of time now.

My grandma's funeral is Saturday, on my 38th birthday so I gotta deal with that in the time being.

It's all good doe. Gotta stay strong for the fam. I'm not an emotional nikka, but seeing my mom's go thru this (if you know me on here, you know my mom's story) has hurt more than anything.

This shyt sucks man smh.

Best of luck to you my dawg
 

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@Mystic man my pops is still holding in, but he's in Hospice now and they started the meds.

He is aware and can respond to questions but he can't speak well and can't move around on his own at all.

It's only a matter of time now.

My grandma's funeral is Saturday, on my 38th birthday so I gotta deal with that in the time being.

It's all good doe. Gotta stay strong for the fam. I'm not an emotional nikka, but seeing my mom's go thru this (if you know me on here, you know my mom's story) has hurt more than anything.

This shyt sucks man smh.

Best of luck to you my dawg
No homo but I love you more than ever and I don't even know you not even 1%. How old is he and how old are you? I'm not even an emotional nikka like that at all at the funeral not one year but right now I'm tear up so hold your head up bro I wish this pain on nobody but God knows what he is doing
 

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At my mom's favorite burger joint and I don't eat meat and it's emotional eating this mf I don't even like slaw but that MF actual is fire on this burger :mjcry:
 

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At my mom's favorite burger joint and I don't eat meat and it's emotional eating this mf I don't even like slaw but that MF actual is fire on this burger :mjcry:
My condolences bro
 

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Bro drop the drugs !!!

you need yo feel all those emotions to properly vent

whether that means screaming , crying, or healthily destroying something

I speak from a place of regret

Was at my mom's funeral numb and ready yo pop off on whoever didn't tell me what I wanted to hear
Bro I appreciate this comment whether I commented on it when you of posted it or not
 
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