We were together for 5 years, met at 25 and she just told me she don't wanna be with me anymore. We were going through rough patches but I was willing to fight through them but i guess she wasn't.
Brehs I bought this beautiful engagement ring custom made and I was ready and boom she's done with me just like that after all the shyt we went through. It feels like I lost my best friend and I just don't know how I'm gonna get through this shyt. I ain't never hurt this bad before. I even begged her like a fukkkng simp even though i knew it was pointless. I can't eat and I'm barely sleeping I'm scared of what I might do
Give it some time
If you're both the same age, something interesting is about to happen for you.
Your 30s are probably the second most transformative time in your life.
She'll realize, after some time alone, the value of a committed and safe relationship.
You will realize your value on the market, especially after a tried and tested 5 years and proposal. You will be seen as stable and safe if/when you choose to date.
Thats when the interesting part will happen. And you will both choose to either reconcile or never speak again.
So give it time and don't do anything brash. Also, don't listen to the internet either, myself included. Our opinions don't take into consideration your experiences with her. We will either be too positive or too negative. Seek therapy instead. Good luck brother.