PabloEscobar
Banned
my lil freshman mexican shorty i met at the begginning of the school year is done wit a nikka
I kinda peeped game towards the end of last semester where'd she be too busy to kick it with a nikka. but when i seen her for the first time in months during the spring semester her eyes lit up and she opened her arms to hug me, so i figured she still loved a nikka
anyways fastfoward this the last week of the semester so ive been tryna chill with her at least one time. I text her "lets eat before the school year ends"-she didnt text me back. she got lil campus job in the school bookstore so i be stopping there to fukk with her from time to time. today before my final i seen she was working so go in there.
Me: whats going on?
Her: Im working.
Me: I came to shop.(randomly grabs a handful of laffy taffys)
Me: what time you get off?
Her: 3.
Me: Let's eat.
Her: I can't my family's here.
Me: When are you trying to eat? IMma pay.
Her: I don't know.
Me: You know you can tell me no right?
Her: I said I dont know
Me: well call me at 3.
Her: I can't I have to finish writing my Paper.
Me and her were never talking...I mean in the beginning when I came at her I came at her on some im tryna fukk shyt, but the more I got to know her she was just too INnocent:inlove
her mom still packed her lunch everyday/ she was nervous as fukk the first time she came to my room etc.) she's the only female ive ever been close to besides my sister. It looks like she's finally moved on tho
I think shes just too nice to flat out reject me so she keep coming up with excuses for blowing me off/ being unavailable. To reiterate ive never came at her on a relationship/bf gf/ anything more than friends vibe. its just hard to accept because we were close af (she's the only girl to ever cook for me
) in some places in my mind i was always thinking about ways i could cuff her without making it official/relation ship. shortys was wifey material i just couldnt figure how to/if i was ready to try to make that transition to more than just friends...but its too late now. you live and you learn i guess.
I kinda peeped game towards the end of last semester where'd she be too busy to kick it with a nikka. but when i seen her for the first time in months during the spring semester her eyes lit up and she opened her arms to hug me, so i figured she still loved a nikka anyways fastfoward this the last week of the semester so ive been tryna chill with her at least one time. I text her "lets eat before the school year ends"-she didnt text me back. she got lil campus job in the school bookstore so i be stopping there to fukk with her from time to time. today before my final i seen she was working so go in there. Me: whats going on?
Her: Im working.
Me: I came to shop.(randomly grabs a handful of laffy taffys)
Me: what time you get off?
Her: 3.
Me: Let's eat.
Her: I can't my family's here.
Me: When are you trying to eat? IMma pay.
Her: I don't know.
Me: You know you can tell me no right?
Her: I said I dont know
Me: well call me at 3.
Her: I can't I have to finish writing my Paper.
Me and her were never talking...I mean in the beginning when I came at her I came at her on some im tryna fukk shyt, but the more I got to know her she was just too INnocent:inlove
her mom still packed her lunch everyday/ she was nervous as fukk the first time she came to my room etc.) she's the only female ive ever been close to besides my sister. It looks like she's finally moved on tho I think shes just too nice to flat out reject me so she keep coming up with excuses for blowing me off/ being unavailable. To reiterate ive never came at her on a relationship/bf gf/ anything more than friends vibe. its just hard to accept because we were close af (she's the only girl to ever cook for me) in some places in my mind i was always thinking about ways i could cuff her without making it official/relation ship. shortys was wifey material i just couldnt figure how to/if i was ready to try to make that transition to more than just friends...but its too late now. you live and you learn i guess.
ive never tried to smash. i think i put on her pedestal(to my detriment) which i think hurt the situation anymore. whenver she turn the conversation sexual, id shut it down like i was grossed out.(i kinda was since i seen a little sister in a way). i think me being virgin is hurting my situation with women honestly
