word,in my opinion if you wanna consider yourself a true well rounded intellectual you have to give consideration to all trains of thought if you want the next man to take yours Siriusly..
the Gemini in me has that existential hood mindstate down to a tee,cause when eye look outside eye see nothing changing for the better,it only gets worse and now that the country is on that undeniable path as well you just feel like that light at the end of the tunnel is an illusion,shyt's galaxies away..
then the other side of me knows metaphysics and the fact that we literally change every day on a molecular level,we're constantly and consistently shedding&re formatting cells every day,a lot of the universe's power has to be tapped into willingly,shyt's not just gonna wash over you passively by prayer,you have to chase and want something with every fiber of your being,i've had prayers answered&felt the creator's presence personally so..
you just gotta find your own personal equilibrium,don't let family,friends,or society dictate your balance,they are just more weights on the scale,they're naught on a different scale..