Wasn't active in this thread too much this year but goin forward I'm locked in.... Hope my brehs have already started executing on their goals n plans for 2020... As y'all can see this year flew by..... while some us put in work and made some gains, we all fell short of
some goals due to unforeseen circumstances, distractions, or lack of discipline/focus. Plus we all took some Ls in some form, personally my two biggest were my 1st grandparent passing (grandpa) n getting into an altercation w the law that ended up w them seizing my Porsche.... I've since gotten over the car but anytime I'm lacking I think about my double O n still feel like I'm letting him down with some of the bad choices I be makin.... just tryna do better day by day.
About 20 kills this year (24)..... never been quantity ova quality and this year taught me why, the playaness n attitude you get from dealing with legit baddies will have u lookin at regular girls tryna put you through hoops like
Don't feel like I'm in my prime but I feel more powerful every day with new knowledge, gym gains, and morning bank balance increase notifications letting me know my sacrifice and discipline are being rewarded.... haven't been poppin out as much but the scene is always the scene n it's so much more entertaining n inviting when u got some green....
Poster a few pages back talked about taking a hiatus to really level up n for those of us tryna be above average, that's definitely what's required....
Average breh ain't on shyt tbh, with a lil focus n discipline it's easy to put yourself in the top 20% out here....
It's smoke n mirrors with every chick n their intentions but one thing that should stay true is us to ourselves, if we keepin it real with ourselves as
Men. Keep a journal, whether on ya phone or physically, and track ya progress for
whatever it is u wanna see a change in. No matter how insignificant the desire might be, track your start, journey, n finish.... shows you ya growth and gives you motivation when u start on a new endeavor.
Not talkin about women much in this post because anything we out here attracting as men is simply a reflection of ourselves or how we see ourselves....
We are the prize. We don't have to be cocky 100% of the time n shyt on a female, but every girl we're with gotta know they can lose us.... but not only know that, but also know doin so would be a
loss on their part. Always stay working on ourselves to increase our intrinsic (value to ourselves) and extrinsic (value to others) value.....
Self care is crucial. Love yours, ain't no one gonna take care of us but us brehs.... you might have a girl or s/o but even she as a nurturer to an extent expects u to maintain yourself as a man to a certain level without her help.... groomin n styling, working out, stretching, core & cardio, reading, finances, savings, investments, .... u gotta have hobbies but u have to be leveling up simultaneously.... n some hobbies infused with enough passion/prowess pay.
Best gem I got for dealing with Women from now n beyond is to apply pressure n polish up the most valuable diamond of em all, yaself.
