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Shoutouts to not following your own advice brehs
flew too close to the sun and got nexted on some sloppy text plays
Personally I don't think what I said was crazy but it doesn't matter the words are there for them to interpret however than want and thats how she took it so

RIP
edit: since I know neggas gonna be like what your dumb ass do ol girl was posed to link with me tonight. she texted me today and said she sincerely wants to see me but has to have mommy time. Okay cool, I'm like cool kid should come first np lets re schedule. she goes totally and says MAYBE sunday. I tell her I try to stay away from maybes, I like definite dates. She then says she doesn't know because she has plans with a friend but shes flaky so she doesn't know if she will show or not. Now....this is where I fukked up because I should have just said "okay well, have fun with your friend if you do hit me up when you have a definite time youre free" instead in my amazing display of hubris I said paraphrased "that sounds fukked. I want to see you but if its gonna be dependent on flakes, I respect myself too much to go along. If you not feeling it thats cool"
now why I texted this instead of the first statement IDK

maybe I'm just tired of the wishy washy bullshyt. she has a kid and job but nikkas be busy too and its what 168 hours in the week. can't find several for me? Anyway she goes sunday was the closet thing, you do you though. and i'm like you really mad? apparently she thought I was more chill and less demanding

she gets spiteful and condescending and TLDR we wish each other well and that shyts dead.
My sister said I was in the wrong. maybe I am, but how I'm feeling if thats all it takes to make you flip then fukk it. that wasn't gonna work any fukking way. on to the next and perhaps I'll follow my own advice to a tee at some point
