After a 3 hr pointless "argument" with my ex that caused me to go to bed at 3 am and be tired as fukk today, I realized that these women are a distraction to my goals.
Like I literally sat in class and reflected on the things I wanted to accomplish and the man I wanted to be. Then I was mad at myself because I'm fukking up this opportunity I have right now. I'm not using my resources appropriately and I'm not putting enough time in my "craft". It's nobody's fault but mine for allowing this situation to happen but I had a moment of clarity brehs.
The only thing stopping me and the future I want is my lack of focus. Time to cut out the distractions.
This is why they say, "you can't live with em, can't live without em"