I was chilling listening to Chinx JFK (RIP to Chinx) album and he said something that made me have a flashback to my childhood on the track "die young", he said "Teacher used to say that I’d amount to nothing" and I thought about my 2nd grade teacher who used to tell us that we wouldn't be shyt in life, she was a older black lady ...she would make us sit under her desk in front of everybody as punishment, which was really a guise for public humiliation.
I thought deeper, most BM are told were not going to be shyt from birth...some brothers own moms tell them that...and society treat us as criminals from the jump....I'm having all these memories...like the time we were illegally striped searched in 7th grade because somebody fake Rolex (what was a child doing with a watch at that age anyway?) got stolen or lost (probably the latter) and the principle (white W) and the asst principle (black W), (comes to find out that they were her dike lovers) but thats a another topic... I digress...They made us line up against the wall like a fukking police line up and strip to our draws....and the gym teacher (white M) walked by us 1 by 1 and looked into each of our draws....I swear to god I'm not lying...it was like a scene outta of django...
I never told nobody that, we were kids and we all thought it was normal to being subjugated anyway, we were use to being looked at as criminals...we didn't give a fukk....this was our reality, it was normal....and now that I'm a grown man approaching 28...fastly 30 I can look back and really analyze my childhood and see the hell that was put on us from an early age. I was blessed to have a loving family, so I'm very lucky, but I think about all my classmates who came from dire situations, broken homes and then had to come to school... which was basically a fukking prison. All they did was throw us in detention, suspend us and teach us about how great white people were and how blacks were slaves, civil rights marchers getting their asses kicked begging for integration.... and fukking jazz musicians (I swear every successful nikka in the text book played a damn instrument ). Most of my friends never had a chance....This society from birth, pretty much tell us that were losers from the jump....
I feel like its older black men duty to give these young dudes the truth, and the young men can drop gems to the boys, I feel like the truth should always be told uncut no filter .......because when they're behind bars or laying on the concrete with half their head missing, It's our fault for not telling them the truth about this system. Looking back on it, we were just social experiments being prep for prisons....school teach black boys how to end up into prison and feed this system, were basically food to keep the engine running, a sacrifice ...real life hungry games
anyway not to take up too much of y'all time, but if you're a older bro....drop some game for the young bros...maybe they might take something away or maybe not, maybe older bros will take something away...whatever but everybody got a story...everybody had to take some Ls...i know ive take plenty...so this can be a positive thread...and lets ignore the trolls this time...keep the discussion focused
I thought deeper, most BM are told were not going to be shyt from birth...some brothers own moms tell them that...and society treat us as criminals from the jump....I'm having all these memories...like the time we were illegally striped searched in 7th grade because somebody fake Rolex (what was a child doing with a watch at that age anyway?) got stolen or lost (probably the latter) and the principle (white W) and the asst principle (black W), (comes to find out that they were her dike lovers) but thats a another topic... I digress...They made us line up against the wall like a fukking police line up and strip to our draws....and the gym teacher (white M) walked by us 1 by 1 and looked into each of our draws....I swear to god I'm not lying...it was like a scene outta of django...
I never told nobody that, we were kids and we all thought it was normal to being subjugated anyway, we were use to being looked at as criminals...we didn't give a fukk....this was our reality, it was normal....and now that I'm a grown man approaching 28...fastly 30 I can look back and really analyze my childhood and see the hell that was put on us from an early age. I was blessed to have a loving family, so I'm very lucky, but I think about all my classmates who came from dire situations, broken homes and then had to come to school... which was basically a fukking prison. All they did was throw us in detention, suspend us and teach us about how great white people were and how blacks were slaves, civil rights marchers getting their asses kicked begging for integration.... and fukking jazz musicians (I swear every successful nikka in the text book played a damn instrument ). Most of my friends never had a chance....This society from birth, pretty much tell us that were losers from the jump....
I feel like its older black men duty to give these young dudes the truth, and the young men can drop gems to the boys, I feel like the truth should always be told uncut no filter .......because when they're behind bars or laying on the concrete with half their head missing, It's our fault for not telling them the truth about this system. Looking back on it, we were just social experiments being prep for prisons....school teach black boys how to end up into prison and feed this system, were basically food to keep the engine running, a sacrifice ...real life hungry games
anyway not to take up too much of y'all time, but if you're a older bro....drop some game for the young bros...maybe they might take something away or maybe not, maybe older bros will take something away...whatever but everybody got a story...everybody had to take some Ls...i know ive take plenty...so this can be a positive thread...and lets ignore the trolls this time...keep the discussion focused
