man you're dumb as hell and so disrespectful i hope you understand how much your father sacrifices every day and has sacrificed for you to be able to even make a post on an internet forum let alone criticize him in one.
you realize that everything negative you feel about your father, how he wasnt able to "build" and how he stagnated is literally because of you. He chose to have a child over all that and probably expects you to one day make his sacrifice pay off by becoming great and honoring him
instead you do this shyt?
this is why I refuse to have kids , but more important its why when Im successful THE FIRST THING im gonna do is make sure my parents are treated like fukkin royalty. Even if it means living in shyt conditions because all my money is going towards them, i dont give a fukk because I really dont care about luxury as long as I have an internet connection im good in a 1 bedroom shythole, or a mansion ill have infinite amount of knowledge at my disposal and itll be the same.
Unlike you, my parents will be at ease knowing that all the shyt they put up with for me was worth it in the end, theyll be GLAD to have done it, and feel proud because theyll know without doubt that their son truly personified greatness.