Another solitary walk on a sunny day in the woods on a Sunday while vaping thc listening to chillhop.
I'll admit. It would be nice if there were somebody else to walk this shyt with me. I'm too used to my loneliness. Come to think of it. It has always been my nature to push people away and self isolate. Apparently, I did this as a baby where I did not communicate with the other kids. According to my mother, when the other kids would try to play with or tried to interact with me, I would smack them. Even today, I am weary and defensive of other people. I tend to think people look at me the wrong way or talk to me the wrong way. I'm just waiting for any perceived disrespect because I'm real sensitive. Even now I do the same shyt. I prefer to do a lot of things alone because I don't feel like catering to other people or I guess interact with them. I need a lot of alone time for the most part.
Had my loneliness that others people company makes