I am being overwhelmed by life but in very good ways I guess. It's just stressful.
I'll be going to Korea for work pretty soon.
My mother, father and youngest brother are moving back to the Netherlands.
I'm a year away from my military contract being over but I haven't gone to DLI yet. Sometimes I tell myself that learning another language isn't really worth delaying other opportunities out there but my closest friends whose been to the school has told me that I'll never learn a language as quickly and efficiently as the one DLI will provide.
I want to become an engineer since I work with a lot of them and I know I'm capable because I'm smarter than most of them, but then again they're mostly old and incompetent. I want to really get into my comptia training but I have to make time to make sure I focus and actually gain something from it.
I'm getting old smh. I've never been so afraid of having so little time left to be where I want to be but that's mostly because I haven't been able to publish anything yet. I write a lot but then I revamp and trash it. Writing is so hard without an editor to back you up. What's worse is that good and original ideas I've had in the past are uninspired and unoriginal today.
Anyway. Time for that next phase in my life.