i was comparing cdn smarties to usa m&ms

i was comparing cdn smarties to usa m&ms
I read the first page then clicked x.Lol it be taking everything in me to hit that dap button. I be feeling mad petty lol... Ugh but why did i even go in that Ciara thread. These nikkas be straight talking out they assssss! Lawd!
fukk.
So last night this dude sent me a sex gif and said some kinky shyt to go along with it
Few minutes later I was bored and I started lurking his IG lookin at his pics and seen that some chick left a comment on one of his pictures saying "text me butt!!" (Btw, 2 1/2 weeks ago saw a comment he tagged her in on His IG saying "let's go see Jurassic park!" And seen him liking pictures of her and her butt on my IG feed like 2 days ago. Her butt is way nicer than mine & I know he's a butt guy) anyways.. So I clicked on her IG and then clicked on her tumblr link in her bio and the first post I see was the same exact gif he sent me..
Can't be a coincidence. So pretty much she sent him that gif probably saying something inviting and then he sent it to me.. Cool.
I know we're not dating and logically I shouldn't be upset. But I am. And it ruined my night and is making me depressed today.
No offense or anything, but how do you normally meet these guys you end up "falling for"?
We haven't met..we started talking through IG after I followed him cause I saw a bunch of mutual friends we have tag him in pictures and I thought he was a babe
But He's flying down here the 21st to drive up with me on my move back to Mass. Well be spending the 21st-27th together. Few days in Philly for this hardcore/punk fest![]()
fukk.
So last night this dude sent me a sex gif and said some kinky shyt to go along with it
Few minutes later I was bored and I started lurking his IG lookin at his pics and seen that some chick left a comment on one of his pictures saying "text me butt!!" (Btw, 2 1/2 weeks ago saw a comment he tagged her in on His IG saying "let's go see Jurassic park!" And seen him liking pictures of her and her butt on my IG feed like 2 days ago. Her butt is way nicer than mine & I know he's a butt guy) anyways.. So I clicked on her IG and then clicked on her tumblr link in her bio and the first post I see was the same exact gif he sent me..
Can't be a coincidence. So pretty much she sent him that gif probably saying something inviting and then he sent it to me.. Cool.
I know we're not dating and logically I shouldn't be upset. But I am. And it ruined my night and is making me depressed today.
Eh you can't really be mad at him, at the same time you can. But he's clearly a male IG Thot,just know what you getting yourself into.... dont try and make it into anything more or change it. He knows he's gonna smash on a 6 day trip, and you probably ready to smash too.
Just dont try and make something out of it. Or you could just ask him...of course you'll be called a crazy stalker. But if you want to know the best way to find out is to just ask.
It shouldnt surprise you then that he's probably sending that shyt to lots of different women. I mean, you "met" him on IG. Kinda makes sense, no?
Dont sweat it. Dont let it get you down though. I feel bad sometimes while reading your posts because one is, "The sun is out, birds are chirping, life is grand!" Then the next is "I'm so sad and depressed. blah."
Have fun on your drive back and if you guys hit it off, great. If not, whatever, whatever.
edit* No hate or anything. Just giving honest feedback.
I'm bipolar. Lol I go from being on top of the world to come crashing down
And the fact I have no job right now and have too much free time just hanging around is triggering me
I figured.
You'll be on your way soon enough though. Stay off the gram. No more triggers.
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Nah. I'm not asking anything lol
I'm gonna listen to some uplifting music and rry to get over it and try to be level headed
Edit: the part that bugs me is he says some really nice shyt. And it makes me second guess everything and be untrusting.
fukk IG. shyt does people with self esteem issues no favors![]()