get yo lazy ass in there man, trust me once you start going and putting in work it will get easier over time. A 20 min drive is worth not becoming.
your right
I have a cycle. Its like I go hard in the gym and eat good for months, then one day im like
and then do wtf I want for a few months and then I get back in the gym and repeat the shyt. Idk why I do this
I have had this cycle for yrs