both, but mostly the formerYour last song bro are you done doing music or are you suicidal?
Don't do it bro it's not worth it. Try to go listen to my music it might lift your spirits. And keep working on music cuz that may be one of the biggest factors keeping you with usboth, but mostly the former
Stay with us brah you have a fan in me with your music like @TXTrill1 said listen to some music brah .. get some positive vibes... if you need someone to talk to dm meboth, but mostly the former