Devilinurear
Veteran
This shyt still weird
Brother no, you were our leader. When I had thoughts of relapsing no homo and you a few other brehs in here like @1-8-7-Skillz left me motivated.
Nah we'll give you a redo. Everyone gets one, like in a video game. That didn't count.
man down
Get it out of your system today and start tomorrow freshI'll be back tomorrow on some 17 + 1.
I"m sorry breh. These demons man...
I'm out.
See you next month.
I failed, not blaming any of you. But seeing you guys bow out made me lose motivation too. But I honestly don't feel bad or disappointed. I did 18 days of this. Did I notice any benefits? Honestly no. Just a lot of urges and stronger erections (pause ) because of not beating. But I was never one of those people who did it 7 times a day everyday anyway. When I did it yesterday my head felt clearer and I felt more at ease.
Its nice to focus on other things besides not jacking off. Fighting the temptation all month was becoming annoying and stressful. It was a great experience and I have no issues with failing. Personally I don't think men are supposed to hold all that in. We aren't females who are born with all the eggs we need. We make our sperm like a factory and we have to get rid of product one way or another. With that said though I am willing to try it again in December.
Day 18, good stuff. Home stretch, I'm definitely going to stay away from porn for the remainder of this year and hopefully forever
Was it worth it?