((ReFleXioN)) EteRNaL
RIP MR. SMOKE
I feel the same way right now. And I'm sure a lot of you do as well. It's just a feeling of emptiness that I can't get rid of. It's not even about the music. Nipsey left us enough music to last a lifetime. It's the fact that he had so many more goals he wanted to achieve. And you knew he was gonna achieve every single one of em. It just makes you question what the purpose of this life really is. If there even is a purpose at all. Maybe we're no more significant than ground we walk in. What if we got it all wrong and we're just wasting our time trying to find the answers. I still can't make sense of it.
Some days I wake up feeling better but by the end of the day I fall back into that feeling of confusion. Don't even really wanna be around anybody. It's just different from anything I've felt before. Even from losing real family members. I do believe there is a purpose for all of us. But this incident just has me doubting what that really is. I'm just gonna follow nipsey's lead and let the answers come on their own.
