Good. So get a job, save up and hit your parents off with bread from time to time. Enjoy spending time with them.
When it's all said and done they're the only people in this world who will ever love you unconditonally. Any other kind of love or adoration is fake, not matter how good it might feel.
Acceptance is the first step on the path to success. You have to love the life you have before you can create the life you want. If you refuse to embrace your life for what it is, you'll continue to suffer from anxiety and depression.
"One thing you can't do is change God's plans, play your hand according to how the cards land"
- Jadakiss