I just did your reading breh. I wouldn't suggest that.
You're currently in a tough situation because of past actions, BUT brighter days are ahead and you will soon begin a new journey, whatever that may be.
Please listen to this carefully (Please, breh): Make sure to be as open and as transparent as possible on your new journey. Now is NOT the time to lie or put on a front to get where you want to be. That will only attract negative people into your life who do not have your best interest at heart and are only there to use and/or take advantage of you.