I've been dealing with some stuff for these last couple months and just recently am starting to emerge from the dark space I was in. Lots of stressors, unresolved trauma, and changes in my household put me down a bad path. It was especially bad near the end of last year. Took a lot of self reflection, reading, and accountability on my end, but I'm coming back as a much better person than I was before. Learning how to regulate my excitement has made it much easier to become an observer of my emotions rather than an unwilling participant in them and enabled me to stay much more in the present rather than ruminating on the past or worrying about the future. Feels good, mayne.