I've never hit a woman before, but I'd be lying if I said I never thought about it.
The first girl I ever wanted to maul was this crazy bytch I was fukking with when I was 22.I was still in my "nice guy" phase back then.I was eager to please/place a bytch on a pedestal.
Especially black women.My Grandmother was a ex panther and she used to always tell me "serve and protect the black woman" true story.She used to make me wear pin-on buttons saying that shyt to school when I was like in the 4th grade.
It worked on my teachers.All my black female teachers were
and I was always the teachers pet.
But as you get older, scheming, sociopath type broads will take that shyt and use it against you.
Back to the female.
Looking back and knowing what I know now, I would've ran away from the bytch.
I'm not going to front, the only reason I was fukking with her like that was because of the porno style sex we was having.She used to come over to the crib and make dinner/fukk all night/wake up and suck my dikk/swallow, no spit/ make breakfast/give me a dirty talking hand job before she went on her way.
No lie.She made fukk faces like Janet Jacme and had a mouth like Carmen Hayes.
Only problem was, she was super jealous and possessive.
She'd accuse me of checking out other girls in public.The straw that broke the camels back and made me want to beat her ass happened when we was passing by a strip club.
We was in her car and she was driving.The strip joint must've had some kind of charity shyt going on because they we're having a bikini car wash.
Off course, I caught a eye full of that shyt like
This bytch flipped out and slapped me upside my head.I had to show her the other side and hit her with a gut busting riff raff.I grabbed her arm real tight and told her "don't you ever again put me in a position to where I'd have to fukk you up "...she just got real quiet and didn't say shyt the rest of the way home.
Of course, she wanted to have nasty make up sex when we got home.
Once the sex got old, it was easy for me to move on from that bytch.