My relationship with the most high was one that was always anchored by fear, but when I was taught of Black and pan african heroes like Malcolm, Amilcar, Mosiah and understood the intensity of the love they had for their people, black people, African people, the same was translated from me to them and their cause.
I cried when I watched Malcolm X and Sarafina, the passion of Christ never did move me to tears, but admiration and reverence, and neither did it affect how I thought as Malcom's speeches, Amilcar's writings etc.