Whenever you have to ask yourself this question, jack off and immediately afterwards ask yourself how bad you actually wanna see her, then you'll see how much you actually give a fukk about her
true words you spoke here, sir...
after 1 month of absence from her walls, i smashed last night...shyt was fukking amazing....
but i came to the conclusion is just lust....this post nut clarity is really true cause now i'm thinking with a clear head (pause), and really is just lust....i really don't wanna see her all that much now, i really just wanna be alone, without being bothered with all that 'where you are? what you do? and what you eat!' bullshyt ...but i do know that after 3 or 4 days of work related stress i will try calling her again for another session...working out is good for this shyt, but not as good as fukking ...
i think i'll just play along as i go and see where things take me without trying to fukk it up with feelings and all that shyt..
i've observed this 'post nut' clarity in the past, but not in it's full form....philosophy at its finest...so basically whatever you contemplate and the conclusions you arrive at during this phase, are your true state, and you should follow them as the law? just like that saying that drunk people always tell the truth...