I see what y'all mean, but we didn't really hear that side of it on the album. Which goes to the crux of my issue with Hell on Earth, which is the overall lack of substance. It's basically just 14 songs of really dope superthug shoot em up bars, while The Infamous you had more conceptual songs and commentary on their circumstances. Which is what I meant about the lack of humanity. Like, it would've been nice if we heard some songs about dealing with Killer Black's death, etc. Like this:
Hoodlum feels WAY more like an Infamous song than anything off Hell on Earth
As much as P elevated his game on a technical level on Hell on Earth, nothing hits me like:
I got the powder, combine wit the powder, and water
It oughta, drop in a half and hour
In the, form of oil, watch the cocaine boil
Keep my eye on it so the shyt won't spoil
Then I pause... and ask God why
Did he put me on this Earth, just so I could die
I sit back and build on, all the things I did wrong
Why I'm still breathin, and all my friends gone
I try not to dwell on the subject for a while
Cause I might get stuck in this corrupt lifestyle
But my, heart pumps foul blood through my arteries
And I can't turn it back it's a part of me
Too late for cryin, I'm a grown man strugglin
To reach the next level of life, without fumblin
Down to foldin I got no shoulder to lean on but my own
All alone in this danger zone
Time waits for no man, the streets grow worse
fukk the whole world kid my money comes first
Cause I'm out for the gusto, and trust nobody
If you're not family, then you die by me
Cause nikkas will have you locked up the snitch'll be your man
Givin police the run down on your plans
We're never goin down like that
So I, shut my mouth and hold my words back
Illegal business, forever mine, fukk payin taxes
The last kid that shytted and gave police access
To my blueprints, used names as evidence
Skipped town and I haven't seen the snitch nikka ever since
The moral of the story is easy to figure out
A lesson that you can't live without
I think they were just in a angry and dark place on HOE I don’t think they were introspective about it yet they were trying to process sh1t