Blown Moon
All Star
Long story short, she and her ex have a lot of videos where they do “everything under the sun except for scat play, water sports, and multiple partners” but multiple times she did have sex with one of his friends while dude had sex with the friend's girlfriend and both her and the other girl got Eiffel towered several times. Her and the ex dude actually broke up because he was fukking the other girl “outside of the arrangement” and she started fukking with the ex’s friend after the break up as payback but stopped when she realized he didn't give a fukk.
She could've just lied by omitting this and without the videos popping up I would've been none the wiser and I definitely wouldn't have known about the partner swapping they did and other unflattering shyt she told me. I truly respect and appreciate her keeping it a buck and giving me a choice. Now If we’re out and see this dude and he's on some -
I have vids of her in my phone right now- I wouldn't be tripping, that's part of the game in 2024.
But outside of this still being a lot to accept regardless of her volunteering the info or not, I'm very much tripping on her not being down to film with me without a mask unless we're married.
Her logic is that if something happens and we have a falling out I could expose her and she could potentially have videos with 3 different dudes online (yes, 3 she also made a video in college with a nikka who “at the very least showed his friends” and could've put it out but she's never heard word of it floating on the net)
1. She's down to do anything with me on tape with a mask on and without the mask if married
2. She says she's never going to “be with 2 men again” aka get gangbanged. — I’m not on some cuck shyt so this wasn't even on my radar but it's been clocked that she did it with the white dude and it's not an option for me.
3. She says she would do threesomes with me and other women but she would prefer to only deal with one partner going forward. AND she would be okay with me fukking “clean escorts” occasionally as long as I use a rubber, head included. But she's not okay with me fukking other women without her that I don't pay for if we decided to get serious.
There's way more we discussed but this is some of the major shyt. She understands why I'm tripping on the mask and why it rubs me wrong that all the options that the white dude had aren't available to me whether I want to exercise them or not. I also understand her side, except for the only paid for or shared outside p*ssy. She's paranoid to the point where she constantly runs her face through facial recognition software to check if she's been exposed online. And she has a job where porn could actually get her fired. So I get it but this puts me in a difficult situation.
We had this talk on Labor Day but I've been in limbo since then and she's understandably pushing for an answer on whether or not were going to continue in a serious manner. I've told my best friend and he, like me, thinks she's still a winner for being 100 with me. 99% of women would just deny, deny, deny until there was proof and then they would cry and try to get sympathy and forgiveness. But Shorty just laid it on me. Honesty even when the truth makes you look crazy, slutty, etc is valuable as fukk.
I'm bringing this here to get more perspectives.
I know there's gonna be shyt talking but some people on here give good advice and I'm not embarrassed because I'm just a screen name on here. Also, she's not a wench because she's half-white. So if there's actually participation can we skip the wench lover insults?
Thanks for reading all that if you're here.
She could've just lied by omitting this and without the videos popping up I would've been none the wiser and I definitely wouldn't have known about the partner swapping they did and other unflattering shyt she told me. I truly respect and appreciate her keeping it a buck and giving me a choice. Now If we’re out and see this dude and he's on some -
I have vids of her in my phone right now- I wouldn't be tripping, that's part of the game in 2024.But outside of this still being a lot to accept regardless of her volunteering the info or not, I'm very much tripping on her not being down to film with me without a mask unless we're married.
Her logic is that if something happens and we have a falling out I could expose her and she could potentially have videos with 3 different dudes online (yes, 3 she also made a video in college with a nikka who “at the very least showed his friends” and could've put it out but she's never heard word of it floating on the net)
1. She's down to do anything with me on tape with a mask on and without the mask if married
2. She says she's never going to “be with 2 men again” aka get gangbanged. — I’m not on some cuck shyt so this wasn't even on my radar but it's been clocked that she did it with the white dude and it's not an option for me.
3. She says she would do threesomes with me and other women but she would prefer to only deal with one partner going forward. AND she would be okay with me fukking “clean escorts” occasionally as long as I use a rubber, head included. But she's not okay with me fukking other women without her that I don't pay for if we decided to get serious.
There's way more we discussed but this is some of the major shyt. She understands why I'm tripping on the mask and why it rubs me wrong that all the options that the white dude had aren't available to me whether I want to exercise them or not. I also understand her side, except for the only paid for or shared outside p*ssy. She's paranoid to the point where she constantly runs her face through facial recognition software to check if she's been exposed online. And she has a job where porn could actually get her fired. So I get it but this puts me in a difficult situation.
We had this talk on Labor Day but I've been in limbo since then and she's understandably pushing for an answer on whether or not were going to continue in a serious manner. I've told my best friend and he, like me, thinks she's still a winner for being 100 with me. 99% of women would just deny, deny, deny until there was proof and then they would cry and try to get sympathy and forgiveness. But Shorty just laid it on me. Honesty even when the truth makes you look crazy, slutty, etc is valuable as fukk.
I'm bringing this here to get more perspectives.
I know there's gonna be shyt talking but some people on here give good advice and I'm not embarrassed because I'm just a screen name on here. Also, she's not a wench because she's half-white. So if there's actually participation can we skip the wench lover insults?
Thanks for reading all that if you're here.
