I am too. I've always been like that. I love my family though. Personally, I just want to be there when they need me.
I've always been the black sheep of my family. Out of all my family (including extended), I can count 3-4 people I can relate to. Other than that, we're just living in completely different worlds. Other than my dad, I'm the only man in my immediate family. Growing up around women for most of my life, I just retreated to my own devices. If it wasn't hanging out in the basement of my house and watching TV or playing video games, It was hanging out with the homies. All of my family would be in the living room watching The View, Oprah or something girly and I would be chilling by myself in the basement of my house. Dad was always out working.