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I hear you on that. I was one of those, walking the streets homeless, and in fact- skid row out here is primarily a mass of negus with a few latinos and whites sprinkled in. shyt looks like Zion off the Matrix- It IS depressing. It's so depressing that I realized the powers that be are counting on us to internalize their hatred of us and use it to hate each other, as well as operate from a defeated mindstate.
But since we're being honest, I can say that my issues were as a result of drug addiction. I'm not saying I squared up completely but it's interesting to me that drug USE in our community is being promoted at a disgusting rate thru our music and entertainment. Again, it's not like everybody else ain't gettin high either but we don't have the luxury as black folks to be walking around with our head in the clouds 24-7.
I amaze myself at the amount of business I get done now that Im not roaming around looking for a jug on some zombie shyt. nikkas think we can drink and smoke away the pain but that shyt is actually one of the primary reasons we get fukked over. Not focused
I assumed a lot of had to do with drug and alcohol addiction along with mental illness. It's sad because in my neighborhood people pretend like they don't see them. The shyt is heart breaking because I know that one wrong mistake and that could have been me. Seeing black people treat other black people like shyt hurts more than anything