Jus got home, and turned the game on. Life’s somewhat back to normal for me, then I see the 8 and 24 on the court and it all comes back
The only thing that’s gonna heal the pain is time. It might not be any time soon but eventually you’ll be back to normal again. I think the first week is important to connect with others and grieve together. And that’s why this thread was such a huge help in dealing with this shyt. Cause I know everybody is feeling the same exact shyt I am. Doesn’t matter what you try to occupy your mind with, there’s nothing that’s gonna fill that void you’re feeling right now.
But I think everybody’s at the point where they’re ready to deal with it on their own. That’s where I’m at now. I kinda just been in my own world the past couple days. The way I’m dealing with it is by listening to Kobe interviews. It does bring a mixture of feelings cause he’s talking a lot about his future. But he’s also dropping a lot of wisdom.
Listening to this interview he did with Kendrick. And he said “Fast forward 20 years. If basketball is the greatest thing I’ve done with my life then I’ve failed”....that shyt fukked me up but at the same time it hit so deep. Type of shyt that penetrates the soul. He also said “it’s always easier to go with what is”.....basically saying it’s always easier to go with what you know instead of challenging yourself to build something new. There’s so much content out there of Kobe just dropping jewels. I’m actually excited to go through it all. I feel like it’s helping me a lot.