I'm really starting to feel that Jesus was more like an entity. And every now and then that entity comes back through other beings. Nipsey was one of em. Kobe. Pac. Malcolm.
And the fact that Nipsey and Kobe died so close to eachother....and how both of their deaths were so sudden and tragic. The shyt is fukkin spooky man. If they died in their sleep it would have hurt for sure. But not the same. It's almost like the people carrying this energy have to die in a gruesome fashion in order to fullfill their purpose. Like there's something trying to deliver a message to us. Trying to show us the stream of consciousness we need to operate at. Telling us to wake the fukk up. Not on some religious shyt or anything like that. Just simply open your 3rd eye and master your mind. And anything in life is achievable. When Nipsey died everybody came together and wanted to change. But little by little we went back to same shyt. Right back into the hamster wheel. And then this entity was like "oh you muthafukkers still don't get it??.....ok".......After Nipsey died I was crushed. And I was really making an effort to do better. But life gets hectic. You start worrying about bills and shyt that's really not important in the grand scheme of things. And that's exactly where they want us. Stressing over the superficial. But if I had just stayed on course I prolly would already be where I was trying to go. But this Kobe shyt is something else entirely. This is somebody who's really been engrained in my entire life pretty much. Haven't even smoked weed in a few days. Can't rely on nothing but my own natural mind power now.
And kobe knew what it was. That's why he liked stories dealing with dark vs light. He knew dark energy was always gonna be out there. He knew he was dangerous. Which is why I think he kept his family shut off from the world. And why he kept Gianna close to him at all times. While these other celebs let their kids get pimped out, Kobe would never allow it. Dudes like Kobe and Nipsey are a threat. They're charismatic, smart, and influential. But they also won't allow themselves to be manipulated or easily influenced. They understood how the game worked. Kobe creating his own academy and teaching kids how to tap into their consciousness was a dangerous move. But he made it anyway. Cause he lived his entire life being fearless. And he died the same way. Kobe's death is gonna birth millions of people just like him. This is different bro. This is worldwide. The shift that this is gonna cause is gonna be monumental. You can feel that shyt.
Smoking is prolly the one thing I couldn’t stop in all this. Something was telling me too but I didn’t want to risk bringing the sober me out.
I certainly hope this causes a shift. I’m not sure if it will, society has become a total cesspool and neoliberal ideals are bringing us closer to our own demise. I think if anything, like Pac, Kobe just sparked the next brain that will change the world. I know I’m certainly inspired to carry on even a fraction of his approach towards life. I know there’s a kid or some kids out there that have made the choice to be just as great. I pray that they, and all of us that have been inspired, make that leap to greatness. It’s crazy I had a tarot reading about two weeks back and the cards revealed a lot of shyt about my path, the last card was death. She explained it wasn’t like I was going to die but rather it was the end of something and a new beginning would come. A week and two days later Kobe died....shyt wild....
Edit: just look at today’s date...02.02.2020, only happens every 900 years or so, then when you add all the twos....
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