Body count? Do sex workers count? I can't remember the last time I felt a true connection to a woman. Ever since the "incident". It's funny how moments in time can have an adverse effect on you and your mental health. My new therapist thinks that I'm having a breakthrough. Stephanie called me told me the kids miss me. She expects me over for Christmas. Tangelica, Breon, and Myron. Who I know is Dennis' child.
I haven't been the same since I saw them having sex. Images of her getting fukked down plague my mind. It hits different when seeing the woman you love asking her new man to "fill her up" so she can feel him shoot and pulse. I was told I look great today at the shelter. I know that's a lie. I haven't shaved since court. Court. The one place where they break you after she emasculates you.
But ita gonna be ok. Tangelica, Breon and Myron. Daddy gonna make it ok! Just close your eyes and let Daddy hold ya one more time as a family! I love my kids and that bytch won't let me see them! Daddy loves you! We will be a family forever!