PabloEscobar
Banned
This is one of my major setbacks when dealing with the opposite sex. Normally I'd see a female around campus/gym/town and just imagine doing the doing the dirtiest/nastiest/most degrading things to her. Sometimes ill eventually gather up the courage to say something to a girl ive been fantasizing about. In my mind i think great ive set the wheels in motion to materialize my dark thoughts. But then shyt starts getting real we start texting/talking and im like wow she's an actual living breathing person with thoughts, feelings, and other bullshyt. After that i usually fukk myself by wanting to get to know them better/not rush things/this may be the start of something special, and then eventually i find i way to ruin whatever i was trying to do and said female and i part ways. I aint built for this world