Keep your head up.ive always been like this myself. im goin thru one of the roughest times of my life right now being on unemployment and brand new to a new state not knowing anybody. my unemployment is almost out ans so is my savings and i still wont let myself ask fam for help. matter fact, nobody even knows im as bad off right now as i am
Like @Carter G. Hoodson said, pride can be a MFer but there are ways where you can seek help and still maintain your dignity.
Best of luck. Hope you pull through