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I really wanna give the long story but keeping it short I take on a lot of pressure and create a lot of pressure for myself through expectations of what I want life to be for myself and my family.

I had an immense rush come over me, emotion but then that led to pressure. Tight sharp chest pain and just breathtaking.

I’ve had a panic attack or two, I never felt that I had to go to the ER for it though.

I’m 31. I’m healthy I’m fit. It’s noticeable that I workout. The doctor calling that shyt out I’m like huh how you know I work out 😂


all the nurses were fit and could’ve got the stroke i had one look a lot like Kelsi and had that Kelsi energy actually lol a lil thicker but man I was in there broke down and embarrassed. I’m leaving and even the security pawg was bad. Her vouch sexy I had to double take.


Whole time I’m kinda not taking it serious because it’s like anxiety or whatever but like you can’t exactly SEE anxiety like you see a broke arm or a bullet wound or hear a bad cough I look fine to people who don’t know me. I mean I’m thinking straight but they were doing their procedures and it kinda hit like damn ok this is real.

They were trying to recommend medication for anxiety i had to decline. It’s weird I got my bm off of her medicine when we first met and now here I am being asked if I want it lol
All bloodwork and tests came back good.
I’m definitely gonna look into therapy though

I work out of town I was 3 minutes from my job fam. Now I’m going back home
 
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I really wanna give the long story but keeping it short I take on a lot of pressure and create a lot of pressure for myself through expectations of what I want life to be for myself and my family.

I had an immense rush come over me, emotion but then that led to pressure. Tight sharp chest pain and just breathtaking.

I’ve had a panic attack or two, I never felt that I had to go to the ER for it though.

I’m 31. I’m healthy I’m fit. It’s noticeable that I workout. The doctor calling that shyt out I’m like huh how you know I work out 😂


all the nurses were fit and could’ve got the stroke i had one look a lot like Kelsi and had that Kelsi energy actually lol a lil thicker but man I was in there broke down and embarrassed. I’m leaving and even the security pawg was bad. Her vouch sexy I had to double take.


Whole time I’m kinda not taking it serious because it’s like anxiety or whatever but like you can’t exactly SEE anxiety like you see a broke arm or a bullet wound or hear a bad cough I look fine to people who don’t know me. I mean I’m thinking straight but they were doing their procedures and it kinda hit like damn ok this is real.

They were trying to recommend medication for anxiety i had to decline. It’s weird I got my bm off of her medicine when we first met and now here I am being asked if I want it lol
All bloodwork and tests came back good.
I’m definitely gonna look into therapy though

I work out of town I was 3 minutes from my job fam. Now I’m going back home
Very smart being proactive even though you figured it was anxiety pains. I had pains similar and went to ER to learn I was having a heart attack. Never play with those kinda pains because you never know.
 

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I’m kinda ready to go. They got me hooked up to a machine. Done got blood drawn. I didn’t expect all of this. I’m hungry now. Idk how long I’ll be here.

Positivity works. Scientifically proven so.
Stay positive.
 

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Any of the nurses look like this?
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It's going to be okay.

With anxiety it helps to scream sometimes. Sit in your car and just scream. Or if you have kids, scream with them. They love that.

I noticed that folks with anxiety are impatient, perfectionists, or full of more energy than they know what to do with. Probably need a full body massage for circulation, a cup of chamomile tea to relax, and a really wholesome movie or show to remind you life doesn't have to be complicated. I used to watch this film series called Loves Come Softly. It's not the best story in the world, but it's really pleasant and sweet. There's a Christmas movie on Netflix with Christina Milian that I found quite adorable. Hallmark movies around Christmas time work great to take the edge off. The films are cheesy and predictable, but if you try to watch them without criticizing them, you'll enjoy it more. And maybe learn how to stop being critical of yourself too.
 

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Very smart being proactive even though you figured it was anxiety pains. I had pains similar and went to ER to learn I was having a heart attack. Never play with those kinda pains because you never know.
This what I thought initially that’s why I was like nah I gotta go because I breathed I prayed and still nothing. It keep getting tighter on my left chest call moms to cool down lol that’s last resort. I was still fukked up behind it.
 
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