I really wanna give the long story but keeping it short I take on a lot of pressure and create a lot of pressure for myself through expectations of what I want life to be for myself and my family.
I had an immense rush come over me, emotion but then that led to pressure. Tight sharp chest pain and just breathtaking.
I’ve had a panic attack or two, I never felt that I had to go to the ER for it though.
I’m 31. I’m healthy I’m fit. It’s noticeable that I workout. The doctor calling that shyt out I’m like huh how you know I work out
all the nurses were fit and could’ve got the stroke i had one look a lot like Kelsi and had that Kelsi energy actually lol a lil thicker but man I was in there broke down and embarrassed. I’m leaving and even the security pawg was bad. Her vouch sexy I had to double take.
Whole time I’m kinda not taking it serious because it’s like anxiety or whatever but like you can’t exactly SEE anxiety like you see a broke arm or a bullet wound or hear a bad cough I look fine to people who don’t know me. I mean I’m thinking straight but they were doing their procedures and it kinda hit like damn ok this is real.
They were trying to recommend medication for anxiety i had to decline. It’s weird I got my bm off of her medicine when we first met and now here I am being asked if I want it lol
All bloodwork and tests came back good.
I’m definitely gonna look into therapy though
I work out of town I was 3 minutes from my job fam. Now I’m going back home