You reached hard to make your first point.
What I said is, I never viewed black men as my enemy or as inherently malevolent because I had strong black males (such as my father) in my life.
However, because of what was pushed in the media, I did believe that the majority of black fathers were deadbeats.
But I still never believed it was due to the fact that black men as a collective are just sorry. I thought it was because of what the narrative said it was — black men disproportionately coming up in poverty leading to an inability to provide. My point still stands.
By the way, my own father and most black men I knew coming up believed that shyt as well. We gonna act like CNN didn’t do an entire series called “Black in America”?
My parents made me watch that shyt and one of the episodes was about single motherhood in the black community. But it was only spoken about from the women’s perspective.
We simply didn’t know better until brothers started to push back against the narrative.
Everything else in your paragraph is just effeminate simp matriarchal babble.
You throw together a bunch of buzzwords (redpill, chronically online) and think that is supposed to shame me into silence and it won’t. 
Acknowledging this point here. Props.