If you enjoy the nerve endings inside you p*ssy being stimulated then you will never truly be gay. It's political. Instead of denying yourself, just sit on your p*ssy for at least a month with a new guy. If he's gona stick with you then he will do so for the first four weeks before he gets the drawls. If he's gonna lose interest after one week, he will do so wether or not you let him beat. Save youself the embarrasment.
There are men who are honest and sensitive. Men who love to cuddle and will do anyting it takes to satisfy you sexually even if it means sucking on your clit for half an hour or giving you a massage to get you open.
Off topic: my lady's family and friends be DOGGING their men. Her sister, daughter, best friend and younger sidekick all be sleeping with one guy who thinks he's hubby/bf and soon as he turns his back she's getting banged out by some dude who clearly ain't shyt only out for the drawls. They complain about the side dude, but be driving an hour at midnigt to break him off. shyt's scary cause I be like 'cmon Doll. Alk them act like that and you the only one who is behaving? Unlike the dudes getting played I ain't NEVER caught her in some mysterious disappearance so I don't trip. I be wanting to tell these cats to RUN and don't look back but I love her not them so I fall back and don't let everyone know that I know shyt I shouldn't know.