@ibucciMane
Them vids embarrasing Joe.I can tell you don't have positive male role models.
Find someone successful black man to and copy their style,posture and speech and incorporate into your life.
Some examples Lebron,Idris Elba, Don Cheadle. You need to copy some swag cause you aint got none.
Join some social clubs in the real world, a gym ,get a job Joe and make some friends.
Buy some shades to cover your eyes.murder them fro and sideburns.wear something that fitting.
The threads you spam about depression and suicide are because don't love your self. Find some self confidence. nikka.