She's a good girl from my hood, the type of chick from the hood but you'd never know it. She's always like me, but wasn't really my type.
She was skinny the last time i saw her, but now she's fine. She came to visit DC early this year, we hungout with her friends. She ended up telling me she's single now after 16 years of marriage. Says shes being with the same guy since like 2004.
We talked/text a few times a week, she tells me how she's always had a crush on me. She complained about me now hitting her up much, but i'm busy and really now that interested, especially being 1200 miles away. I can tell she wants us to be an item. Like hit the ground running and be in a relationship soon. Just conversing with her I realized she still dating like we did in the early 2000s. She's been out the game so long. She's so unaware of all the fukkeries in the dating game.
It's just not meant to be. She's a good girl, deserves a good dude. I'm not him, for her. I'm still stuck on my ex tbh. I don't understand why she would gamble on me. She's seen my facebook, my exs, how i move around a lot. She really think I'd settle....... down with her?? Even without the kids, she's just not my type.
I travel to Louisiana for Easter. She drives up solely to see me, I'm like don't you have some family to visit or something. Anyway she comes over at 9pm Friday. We talk and chill til 11, I tell her i'm going to meet up with my bruh and cuz, told her she can chill until I got back. Went out got half drunk, go back home and remember she was there. She was on the couch sleep. She has changed into some spandex pants and tee..
I wake her up and tell her to get in the bed. I didnt' waste anytime. It was on. Her body was very nice. I haven't smashed many 40 year olds, it was a pleasant surprised. Morning comes and she's rubbing all on me, wanting round 2. But I was drunk and still sleepy. She leaves and text me thanks for the amazing night. She said she wished that night wouldve never ended. I'm thinking, this is a weekly thing for me.
I didn't even hit her up the next day. I hope she can find herself someone nice that will appreciate her. I use to feel bad about smashing chick who I really don't like that much, but I'd done it so much, doesn't really bother me. She has to know I'm a playa. There's a safer guy in her life she could've chosen. There aren't really any victims in this game.