Let me take you to church this Sunday.
Hold up
Sunday is mother's day
But real shyt. Is the thread starter white?
I don't know any niccas that would actually hit momdukes.
That shyt is uncalled for.
Basically, what you need to do is get your GED. After that, go to a recruiter and explain your situation. Look for sympathy. Tell him you fukked up and you KNOW it. You're sorry, and you're trying to be a better man. Tell him that you need the discipline. Hopefully he can wave your charges.
If that doesn't work, then find a trade (plumbing, being a mechanic, electrician, even carpentry).
You need to put that Rap shyt on the side. Get yourself together first, my dude.
And cut the smokin and drinkin shyt out. That shyt is for winners
. You're not winning.
Go make something of yourself first.