So she hates being black because she hates the odds/BS that we as black people have to face everyday and she doesn't have the mental prowess to deal with it. Bye Felicia.
She seeks validation through White males, and through spiting Black men, yet ponders these things.[Remorse]: I hate being a black woman. I'm actually mixed, but if you have the skin, you're just black. It upsets me because I have two other siblings that people can tell right away that they're mixed.
I'm not terrible looking, but I hate being told that I'm pretty for a black woman. I also hate it that I have big lips that are called DSLs.
Right now, I'm with my first boyfriend, who is white. While I love how he makes me feel, I know I am partially with him because I look for white guys to date since I do it in spite of the black men who look outside their race to date. I also feel better about the fact that he is a year and a half younger than me since it's usually guys that get younger partners.
I am fortunate to have a job but it's dominated by white males and it's quite physically demanding. I hate the inherent weakness that I have--no matter how much I work out, I will never be as strong as the average male. I also hate how coworkers will think I'm some sassy black woman since I hardly speak up and people just let stereotypes define me.
I think what really hurts the most is looking at how sex and race/color are seen in religions. Women are evil and below men and black is continually described as being evil. Granted, I don't know all of the text and fully understand each religion, but what I get from passages and "authorized" interpreters (pastors, monks, etc.) is that I am just the lowest of the low. If there's so much agreement between so many religions on how women and darkness are evil, I can't help but wonder if I am just a piece of shyt on a cosmic scale. With that being said, I think, what's the point of living if my worth has been decided already?
I hate that I have theses thoughts, which is why I wish I could just leave this world.
I hate being a black woman • /r/confession
But Kanye told me that being mixed race will make you beautiful and happy
I dapped u but........How the fukk did u get over 1000 rep SO DAMN FASTSo she hates being black because she hates the odds/BS that we as black people have to face everyday and she doesn't have the mental prowess to deal with it. Bye Felicia.
[Remorse]: I hate being a black woman. I'm actually mixed, but if you have the skin, you're just black. It upsets me because I have two other siblings that people can tell right away that they're mixed.
I'm not terrible looking, but I hate being told that I'm pretty for a black woman. I also hate it that I have big lips that are called DSLs.
Right now, I'm with my first boyfriend, who is white. While I love how he makes me feel, I know I am partially with him because I look for white guys to date since I do it in spite of the black men who look outside their race to date. I also feel better about the fact that he is a year and a half younger than me since it's usually guys that get younger partners.
I am fortunate to have a job but it's dominated by white males and it's quite physically demanding. I hate the inherent weakness that I have--no matter how much I work out, I will never be as strong as the average male. I also hate how coworkers will think I'm some sassy black woman since I hardly speak up and people just let stereotypes define me.
I think what really hurts the most is looking at how sex and race/color are seen in religions. Women are evil and below men and black is continually described as being evil. Granted, I don't know all of the text and fully understand each religion, but what I get from passages and "authorized" interpreters (pastors, monks, etc.) is that I am just the lowest of the low. If there's so much agreement between so many religions on how women and darkness are evil, I can't help but wonder if I am just a piece of shyt on a cosmic scale. With that being said, I think, what's the point of living if my worth has been decided already?
I hate that I have theses thoughts, which is why I wish I could just leave this world.
I hate being a black woman • /r/confession
But Kanye told me that being mixed race will make you beautiful and happy
Nope she hates being mixed but not looking mixed. That is the long and short of her problems. If she looked like Lisa Bonet we wouldn't be reading this.