I feel like giving up on life

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Been there done this... I feel like giving up every single day. I have massive back problems where i have a sprained disc, my money problems keep getting worse, bills keep piling up, im constantly sick so i used up all my sick time so I wont be getting paid for it. My car about to get repo'd and it doesnt even work because my cyclinder head is busted and the guy i paid for it went to jail is MIA. My job is decent pay but very high stress I stand up for like 7 hours a day and deal with 300 passengers day in and out and deal with their bullshyt with security. Plus the bosses looking to fire me for being sick excessively.

Some days when I'm home I want to just run away from it all and end it... some days I get it. I mean I dont have no kids, I'm kinda broke, Working stiff at a job for years whiich i currently hate and not happy at...

But something keeps me going. IDK what it is but I'm here, there are things with my life i want to accomplish first before I leave this place. And even though my situation sucks. I'
m still here. I keep praying my book takes off, I can go into business for myself and be happy with my financials because that's the only thing giving me hope right now.

So I just wanted to point out youve been heard man... You got to get up and have that fight in you not to quit you know. Keep moving....
 

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Never depend on another for your happiness.
Life can change in a instant, just be patient, pray.

Your 21 ten years from now you'll look back and laugh.

And I'm sure your family cares, its just a birthday breh

Your young the world is yours embrace it and enjoy. Many people don't live to see 21, your young your healthy live life.

Set a goal save up some money and travel, apply for a job on a cruise ship go elsewhere.

Find the beauty in any situation, so you think no one cars even though they prob do, you have no friends no girl? Move the world is big whqrs stopping you?
 

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No disrespect but how many of these type of threads we get here on a weekly basis?
The fukk is wrong with you nikkas?
honestly? Been partying for the pAst month and i think Im going through withdrawals. Mood swings plus back to back financial issues and betrayals today got me feeling like giving up.

Life's hard. Just gotta remember I got more hustle then all you nikkas and Im gonna get rich and fukk your bytch. :umad:
 

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You need a nikka to turn you out.
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I'm just noticing I don't have any friends. I don't have a girl who loves me.

My family doesn't care about me. Its like everyone wishes the worst for me. People only call me for money. And as much as I give nobody even acknowledged my 21st birthday. Im nothing to everyone.

I was thinking about moving but wherever I go it would just be the same. Sounds fukkex up but I don't enjoy life

You have to realize that you are worthy without all of these things ( no girl friend , , no friends, no supportive family etc) . And even if you had all of these things your inherent value would still not change.
True happiness is derived from within and can only be obtained through accepting the present moment. Happiness isn't derived from worldly desires and you surely cannot base your self worth or level of happiness on the actions of other people. You will be continually dissappointed in life it you are dependent on the world to provide your existence meaning. You are consciousness experiencing itself. You are life. Realize this and you'll never be unhappy
 

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Speak out.

Make a thread calling suicidals bytches

#anti-suicide 2016 :jawalrus:
I'm sorry, it's like for real, it isn't even just these younger generations, but Americans in general. It's like they act like they're entitled to happiness or something, and the moment shyt gets rough, they wanna end it all :dwillhuh:

There's people all over the world dealing with far harsher shyt while getting by on far lesser than even most of the poor around here, and they keep shyt pushing. There's little fukking kids out there dealing with way more shyt than the OP living in fukking war zones and shyt, and this nikka wants to talk about giving up cuz of FEELINGS :pacspit: Man fukk feelings, it's survival of the fittest out here. Like dude earlier said, not everyone's cut out for life, obviously, and the weak are either taken out, or take themselves out. Natural selection, the world won't stop spinning either. :camby:
 

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at the end of the day you just gotta do what's necessary to improve yourself :yeshrug:

i've been depressed with some serious anxiety lately too and even feel like i might have cancer but i still plan on initiating a multi year long improvement plan here soon just because i ain't happy with my current life, it's on you to make interior change for progress breh
 
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