Been there done this... I feel like giving up every single day. I have massive back problems where i have a sprained disc, my money problems keep getting worse, bills keep piling up, im constantly sick so i used up all my sick time so I wont be getting paid for it. My car about to get repo'd and it doesnt even work because my cyclinder head is busted and the guy i paid for it went to jail is MIA. My job is decent pay but very high stress I stand up for like 7 hours a day and deal with 300 passengers day in and out and deal with their bullshyt with security. Plus the bosses looking to fire me for being sick excessively.
Some days when I'm home I want to just run away from it all and end it... some days I get it. I mean I dont have no kids, I'm kinda broke, Working stiff at a job for years whiich i currently hate and not happy at...
But something keeps me going. IDK what it is but I'm here, there are things with my life i want to accomplish first before I leave this place. And even though my situation sucks. I'
m still here. I keep praying my book takes off, I can go into business for myself and be happy with my financials because that's the only thing giving me hope right now.
So I just wanted to point out youve been heard man... You got to get up and have that fight in you not to quit you know. Keep moving....