Such a motivational post my breh. Take this rep
Anything for a Coli breh... I hope you try to go through with it soon... I promise you'll never look back. I smoked for 8 years and failed to quit like 4 times so I know how it is.
fukk these people who never took a drag in their lives because they don't know the struggle you will endure. Like you I loved my smoking as more than pure addiction, it was almost like a romance... it was a social lubricant... a way to isolate bishes and move in for the kill ... a celebration after pounding in some guts ... a reward after a hard day's work or during a much-needed break. You will have to re-learn these activities without smoking and it's difficult. It takes time. But now I can literally sit next to people smoking at a social gathering and have absolutely no urge to join them.
Best of luck