2 women so far..
One was a girl I met in college when I was in NJ. Shorty was everything to me.It was on some deep stuff I cant explain I just know whatever it was I felt it changed me.As usual We fell out (I was a hot head at time believe it or not) lol but we came back together again.Somehow grew apart,loss contact and a couple of years later as I was about to graduate she died :sadto: a brotha cried for a minute.I was 22 but I knew I had some strong feelings for her.
Girl #2 Our families knew each other for about a decade from church,outside activities.I was shy,quiet cat at time.It started small with this girl.Before I moved tho in it really heated up."You hang up yo, no you hang up" type stuff.It was to the point she wanted to move with me and made PLANS to move.Once I move we were in contact for a good 2 years...then it slowly began to unravel and she started to become "busy" and eventually she started talking to another dude
I knew it was Love because i was hurt,these women left an imprint and changed my mentality when it came to relationships and women.I CARED about these women I went out of my way for them and im a type of person who doesnt go out of his way unless I feel I have valid reason too. Lessons Learned: Girl #1 taught me cant keep grudges and you never know when somebody may leave not only your life but the world.Girl #2 taught me to guard my feelings alot more and watch out for me.