Have YOU ever seen something that made you question reality?

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you cant read? i guess ur dysfunction is deeper than i thought lol

salute tho
Proves my point

U got it my man. U got no issues/bad qualities/ tendencies in a country where its damn near impossible not to have one esp as a black person living under this system lol
 

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Proves my point

U got it my man. U got no issues/bad qualities/ tendencies in a country where its damn near impossible not to have one esp as a black person living under this system lol

i may or may not have it the key is what iam doing about it one of my favourite laws is cause in effect alot of ppl want something but dont do nothing about it
 

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U do have it I can tell from ur nutty ass posts. But aight man peace lol

this is exactly what i was sayin in my post peopple talk all this positive stuff in THEORY but any PRACTICAL positive stuff is quicly labeled as weird

on the other hand everything negative is normal

scary ass world
 

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Yes. I was 13/14, in the hospital. My cousin was having back surgery and something went wrong. He was in a coma. There was some kind of fukk up on their part. They gave him a drug when mixed with anesthesia is deadly for his specific neurological disorder. The doctors were apologizing, saying there was a mix up with their lab. My cousin's blood pressure dropped and his heart kept stopping. After a couple hours, they said there was nothing they could do. I was close to tears seeing my cousin like that. Doctors said that he'll be dead soon. Church members, pastor, deacons, and our visiting bishop came by the hospital. It was like 3 a.m.
Everyone got into a circle and started praying. I grew up in the church but truthfully I was agnostic at the time. So, I thought it was the dumbest shyt to do and insulting to give my cousins family false hope. We've been watching him deteriorate and doctors said he's dead, so he's dead. After 10 minutes of nothing but prayer, his heartbeat got stronger. They started having a worship service, prayers, and songs. My cousin came out of his coma about after an hour. I've never seen so much crying, my aunt's face goes from sorrow to joyful. It was hands down the most powerful experience ever. There have been times where I struggled with Christianity but my faith in GOD never waned.
It wasn't the prayers. The doctors were wrong.
 

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interesting, i need to do more research on Cognitive dissonance

i get what fluoride is but not everyone can get their hands on flouride free products ]

are you in tune with your chakras, breh?
Bronners is relatively cheap considering its uses and the fact that you have to dilute it making it last longer. I dont know how to answer that last question
 

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When I was like 8 I dropped my moms favorite plate. I watched it fall and thought to myself damn i fukked up. But it never hit the floor. It just stood there like if time stood still. I picked it up with the quickness.
 

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Man I can talk about this all day. I''m gonna post a lot . here goes: I have been doing it for about 2 years but prior to this year I was just going sporadically. At the beginning of this year I made it a point to go at least 1x a week. When I first started going I would try to go with a goal in mind, like some shyt to think about or 'think through', and hope to sort it out out...if that makes sense. I would have some sort of expectations...but that never or rarely works. I was really focused on hoping that it would ultimately help me creatively since I've been experiencing a huge block in that part of my life. I just go now and focus on my breathing and let whatever thoughts kinda come and go.

I've came away from a few sessions with some really insightful stuff that has carried into my day-to-day life. Unfortunately I'm not disciplined enough to consistently apply what i've 'learned' day-to-day and I usually fall back into old/bad habits eventually. but the goal right now is to make those gaps between falling back into old/bad habits bigger. One of those insights I've had - back to hoping that it'll help me creatively - was that nothing's just going to magically appear and help me be creative, I can't wait for some big inspiration or miracle, I just literally have to do the work as much as possible. I've also had some sessions where I came out of there on cloud 9 and the feeling lasted days. But I've also had some sessions where I came out almost just as frustrated as I did coming in. It's a dice roll really, but if I had any advice I'd just say to try to do it as often or consistant as you can with no expectations and see what happens. At the very least, besides your wallet, it's not going to hurt anything

Just the benefit of literally shutting down and turning off is priceless though. These days you have to really go out of your way to disconnect, and this kinda takes it to the extreme and forces you to do it. No phone, no alerts, no getting bombarded with random info. There's so much noise in life today, it's really fukkin crazy and IMO it's not normal. This helps you quiet it down for 90 minutes at least, and hopefully you can take that sense of peace and bring it into your day to day life. For example one thing is I hate to ride the subway. I get frustrated with the people, the delays, the failures of the MTA..then I start getting into thinking about moving and how shytty NYC is. But I come out of a float and have to take the train home and im not thinking about anything.. just enjoying being alive

It's not for everyone. the actual physical aspect of it turns a lot of people off. getting naked. the dark. i swear sometimes it's so quiet you can hear your blood move. having to shower at the place. most of the time those places are staffed with good people but lets be real they're all weirdos and can be kinda off putting. but once you get over all of that little shyt and move past it, it's totally worth it
I really want to try this shyt. Can you share some of the revelations? Is it deeper then when you're high or drunk? Have you hallucinated?
 

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you think Kobe ever done shrooms? i can see him taking advantage of Microdosing during solo practices perfecting certain shots, or even sharing LSD experiences with Phil to break down the Ego. Phil definitely doses, I wouldnt be surprised if Kobe has tripped , his heightened sense of self awareness and lack of ego is proof imo
What's your source on Phil dosing
 

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-I tend to question reality a lot when I come across extreme elements of poverty, Idk how as a society we allow it to be acceptable. In LA like various other cities throughout America right now, the hopeless population is intense. Tents everywhere. I smh at the real time gentrification taking place.

-Last year I was driving in South LA on my way to dropping a friend off home, when I see a lady trying to cross the street get hit by a truck. The see was surreal because you could tell she was lifeless. There were remains off blood and fluid all over the street. The crazy thing about this incident was that an ambulance with its sirens on, literally passed through the intersection about 20 seconds prior. I kind of questioned driving at night for awhile.

-another issue which made me question reality was watching an investigative reporting on prostitution in some African country, I think Kenya. It's a common theme for girls as young 12 to prostitute themselves on the beach to tourist(mainly white). The real kicker is that these women would sell their bodies unprotected for an equivalent of $4. Man I just lost it :mindblown:

 
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