The problem is that Al is a rapper who doesnt really want to BE a rapper. He is the other side of the coin. When you hear that “rap took me out of the hood” story you never hear about how these young black men literally feel like rap is the ONLY alternative they have to selling drugs.
Season 1 Paperboi said it several times. He genuinely feels like he HAS to rap. Its not about the love of the artfrom because if it was he’d be happy simply being an underground rapper. But hes said over and over “i’m just trying to get PAID!”.
So you have a lowkey street dude, who wants to better his life and make a quick buck. He puts out a mixtape, one song blows up. And now his cousin is trying to make him a star. But to be a TRUE star you gotta play the game. The “rap snacks” game. The “performing on tables in front white men like a goddamn circus monkey” game. The “dating an IG thot/upcoming singer” game. The “fire your cousin for a manager with real industry connections” game....
Al wasnt ready to play that game. Because his heart’s desire was never really to rap. Hes a hustler. Not a rapper...