fukk this Matrix

[Van Cleef]

most spots need proof prior to hiring.

i called up my school from a google voip number and said hello i am calling to inquire about the graduation status of a former student can you help me. And everything i am told they are not allowed to give out any information except that a person by that name once attended the school.

it works, trust me

 

[The Intergalactic Koala]

Nxgga eff you too

I love this place man.

 

[The Intergalactic Koala]

But on some real shyt....dude you really need to find yourself in this madness. I know its some trying times and just like you, I'm frustrated with how the system is built on the slave wages of humanity. Never mind following a dream or having life lessons in school, its all pump and dump with the youth involving their mindsets. Hence, why most of these kids out here are embodiment of zombies.

But it starts with the mindset. It gets to the point where you are like "fukk this" and find happiness in your madness. Case in point, what I have been doing over the course of the years of dealing with family lost, abandonment, broke times, shelter and homelessness, and coming to terms with what matters the most. I almost lost my family to chasing this "American Dream" that's an illusion. I had those moments of wanting to have the finer things in life, without realizing what was in front of me:

• A supportive wife with ambitions to save the youth
• A gifted and talented son that so happens to change the atmosphere around him
• The realization that I need to take care of self (mentally, physically, and spiritually).

At the end of it all, I just want to die a happy being, than running after the buck and being miserable. You got to take the time for self. Instead of wondering why you are in the position, take a glimpse of your dreams that are hovering in front of your vision.

For instance, when I was getting cursed out and dealing with an ingrate cac of a customer, I looked over to the right side of the shelf and seen this vision. It was a peaceful solution to my problems. I was free from wearing a suit, I accepted that I needed to be home because I could have died years ago due to my symptoms (type 2 diabetic, Crohn's disease, and health conditions being overlooked). That day, I realize that this is not worth it.

Sometimes, you have to take a break. Meaning, find yourself. Find what makes you happy. Find your true purpose in life. Its not the job you have, the position you need, or the issues surrounding you...it's finding that spiritual element of being free.

Its up to you though...quite frankly, I am at peace with the reality that eventually I will be considered "disabled", but all I know is that I can have the time and notion to help build something that will change the world.

Its on the hush hush now, but eventually it shall come to reality.

 

[semicko82]

Think positive. At least you get to leave your work at work. White Collar brehs are always on the clock for the most part.

 

[ThaBoyBam]

That’s why I said “for the most part.” It’s career specific. But doctors, lawyers, folks in management have to be available to put out fires 24/7.

 

[The Plug]

It's a cruel world slime

 

[Westbama Heartthrob]

Nxgga eff you too

@Youhadasparkwhenustarted

I didn't even try to suffer through the last joint

 

[semicko82]

That’s why I said “for the most part.” It’s career specific. But doctors, lawyers, folks in management have to be available to put out fires 24/7.

Same with blue collar jobs

 

[ThaBoyBam]

Same with blue collar jobs

I was thinking that when I was typing the reply. My day 1 an electrician and he’s always working. Probably more than the rest of my crew. He works for a large transportation company. I work a lot. I can put stuff on pause though. He can’t because his shyt be life or death urgent all the time.

 

[Justin Nitsuj]

I saw this old quarter today with a old building that says "Foundation of Education" when in hindsight it really meant "Foundation of Indoctrination"

 

[The Realist Perspective]

I feel the same exact way but I have the comfy corporate job. In short, I feel like a slave. I make so much money, yet I cannot escape being in this situation of having some cracker telling me where to be, what to do, what to wear, for the next 20-30 years, and at any given moment in 20-30 years, decide to take my ability to provide for me and my family. Not appealing.

I've come to terms with no matter how much I make, as long as I have a direct boss, I will not be happy because don't get it twisted, I don't care what made up title, badge, hat, you may have or wear, you have zero authority to tell me what to do in my only life.
I'm not sure what to do but it's a daily thing of trying to escape from being a slave. Trying to console these feelings. Come to terms with this predicament.
If you're not doing what you want to do for the vast majority of your life, why continue to live?
These are questions people dont ask themselves. 40 hours out of the week youre giving to someone else. Why are you living? What value is "your" supposed life? It's mostly meaningless, a tool of some other man's dreams and aspirations.
I could go on and on about this, but this is an absolute joke of a reality most people find themselves in.

 

[Ya Sinning Mane]

Sound like you need a distraction like a hobby or something.
Get in tune with your faith more or play some games breh
Or both

You sound off the deep end
Like on edge of panic/anxiety attacks

I get those.you don’t want that

Take care breh