Growing up black women hurt me and I still carry those scars till this day. It ain't no "be a man in get over it" were human beings. I have feelings u know. Many good black men that didn't fit the nikka mold got treated poorly. Us alternative/nerdy black guys got shytted on.
I need closure. The scars from the past are still here . I seen this girl that used to talk shyt about me day in high school on Facebook. She was the school bad chick. She still bad actually but shes all depressed and humbled by life as a single mom. I took great enjoyment in her pain. Reading her hurt was the equivalent of popping a zanny. I was floating. I was floating on a cloud like Goku riding through Namek
But It shouldn't be like that. I don't wanna feel this way inside. My experiences with black women have traumatized me. My past experiences come to the surface and fire enter my soul. Alot of screaming spirits rise to the from my stomach and enter my brain by just thinking about how I was respectful to them only to be disrespected for no reason.
I think about the disrespect from black men too I took in my youth and think about how I should've psychically harmed certain nikkas Thats why I say the shyt I do about black men from time to time. Because when I get the thinking I start hating u nikkas with the hate of 1000 men but I digress this is about the ladies .
Black women are going to have to make this thing right by apologizing to black men that they hurt. Alot of these black guys with degrees chasing white women are really hurting and traumatized by the rejections and harassment from their youth.
These guys got shytted on and they get older . Figure the world out and start putting the past together and get angry. They take revenge by ignoring black women and getting with some non black woman. Black nerds and the alternative types usually end up as our middle class. They're resources go to other communities while the nikkas that got choose are either bums or if they're getting money they're chasing material items, they're not into community building.
The end game is us being exterminated. Now u got gentrification, IR families and where do that leave the rest of black society? fighting for crumbs like the hunger games. Pretty soon once were all displaced into remote areas from being priced out the city we'll have no resources, jobs, markets ...you'll have black people in the middle of nowhere just doing drugs and drinking because there's nothing for them. Its a slow death and a passive black genocide.
The ultimate goal is death. Were on the clock as a people. Once I get this CDL and stack this bread when the shyt goes down it ain't gonna be no pro black shyt in that day. I'm shooting first and asking questions later. U come knocking on my door I'ma shoot u brotha. I'm sorry but u ain't gonna take my resources once this society collapse.
I need closure. The scars from the past are still here . I seen this girl that used to talk shyt about me day in high school on Facebook. She was the school bad chick. She still bad actually but shes all depressed and humbled by life as a single mom. I took great enjoyment in her pain. Reading her hurt was the equivalent of popping a zanny. I was floating. I was floating on a cloud like Goku riding through Namek
But It shouldn't be like that. I don't wanna feel this way inside. My experiences with black women have traumatized me. My past experiences come to the surface and fire enter my soul. Alot of screaming spirits rise to the from my stomach and enter my brain by just thinking about how I was respectful to them only to be disrespected for no reason.
I think about the disrespect from black men too I took in my youth and think about how I should've psychically harmed certain nikkas Thats why I say the shyt I do about black men from time to time. Because when I get the thinking I start hating u nikkas with the hate of 1000 men but I digress this is about the ladies .
Black women are going to have to make this thing right by apologizing to black men that they hurt. Alot of these black guys with degrees chasing white women are really hurting and traumatized by the rejections and harassment from their youth.
These guys got shytted on and they get older . Figure the world out and start putting the past together and get angry. They take revenge by ignoring black women and getting with some non black woman. Black nerds and the alternative types usually end up as our middle class. They're resources go to other communities while the nikkas that got choose are either bums or if they're getting money they're chasing material items, they're not into community building.
The end game is us being exterminated. Now u got gentrification, IR families and where do that leave the rest of black society? fighting for crumbs like the hunger games. Pretty soon once were all displaced into remote areas from being priced out the city we'll have no resources, jobs, markets ...you'll have black people in the middle of nowhere just doing drugs and drinking because there's nothing for them. Its a slow death and a passive black genocide.
The ultimate goal is death. Were on the clock as a people. Once I get this CDL and stack this bread when the shyt goes down it ain't gonna be no pro black shyt in that day. I'm shooting first and asking questions later. U come knocking on my door I'ma shoot u brotha. I'm sorry but u ain't gonna take my resources once this society collapse.
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