god damn you guys have a bad habit of doing this and leaving out the details....like your holding a secret meeting and not telling us anything
anyway here are some lines
[Verse 1: Nate Reuss]
Mom
I know I let you down
And though you say the days are happy
Why is the power off, and I'm fukked up?
Mom, I know he's not around
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour yourself another drink
[Hook: Nate Reuss]
I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
[Verse 2: Eminem]
I went in headfirst
Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse
My mom probably got it the worst
The brunt of it, but as stubborn as we are
Did I take it too far?
Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs
But regardless I don't hate you cause ma!
You're still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom
Though far be it for you to become, our house was Vietnam
Desert Storm and both of us put together can form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare
And forever we can drag this on and on
But, agree to disagree
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shyt to me
You're kicking me out? It's 15 degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)
Ma, let me grab my fukking coat, anything to have each other's goats
Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fukked us both
We're in the same fukking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope)
Further away that drove us, but together headlines shine, a car full of belongings
Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road
And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the load
Then Nate got taken away by the state at 8 years old, and
That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changable
And to this day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
[Hook]
Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though
Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth
But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out My Closet, at the time I was angry
Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, cause
Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes
That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
And all the medicine you fed us and how I just wanted you to taste your own, but
Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow
And I'm way too old to cry, that shyt's painful though
But ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan yo
All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours
But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, cause
One thing I never asked was where the fukk my dead bead dad was
fukk it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address
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Still remember when I got the news that said that Proof was dead
I couldn't wrap my head around the truth, I couldn't comprehend
I didn't get, who could do this shyt, you took my friend
Jesus man, they took his life and ran, I'll never understand
What was going through his head, did he know his life would end?
Did he live a life with no regrets or did he make a mends