I shouldn't of enabled him. I want to see people win, but X was in a world of his own delusions.
One day he's talking about how he's one of the top 20% most attractive men in the world.
The next day he's making a depressed rant about how he was born to lose cause he was born poor slandering women cause they wouldn't date him.
One day he's talking about how black people should be entrepeneurs
The next day he's talking about "I'm through with n****r culture"
I can't condone that at all.
He was trying to use the pro-black angle as an excuse for his own failures.
His art was shytty and he was acting like he could hold a candle to real artists?
He moved up here with absolutely nothing but some shytty jpegs and no portfolio, got scammed in a job interview, lived in a basement shytting himseflf due to a bad diet and was sleeping on an inflatable mattress, and yet had the nerve to say NYC is overrated when he failed to even make ANYTHING of himself here or get established.
The nikka didn't even get any p*ssy in his time he spent here in NYC.
He just posted on here about how he was going to become a famous artist...instead of actually taking the steps in real life to do so.
He used this board to say what he was going to do, and never did it.
He failed himself...and these outbursts of late that led to his banning are proof in the pudding that some people just need to leave this site alone and just work on themselves offline.
He seemed to always be looking for help or solutions on here...but when we gave it to him he was stubborn and arrogant and acted like he knew it all.
It's hard to support someone like that even when you're trying to be nice. We were being honest with our assessments and he didn't like what he saw in the mirror.
I fukked with x at first but then I peeped game that he uses the pro black angle to hide his bitterness for his personal situation. If you paid attention to his posts you see that dude is jealous as fukk. I actually put him on ignore for a clip then decided to give him a chance but he got worst