"Since I'm running with the devil, I am one with the devil
I stay doin' dirt so I'm gonna come with the shovel
Is you on a level of a madman who's mind's twisted?
Mad nikkaz dreams caught the last train, mines missed it
Listed as a manic depressive with extreme paranoia
Hey dog, I got something for ya
Hear my name, feel my pain, nikkaz wanna steal my fame, but first feel my reign
Know what it's like to suffer, never have enough of shyt
Startin' off hard than only gettin' rougher tougher
But than came the Grease, so if you wanna save the peace, tame the Beast"
"I sold my soul to the devil, and the price was cheap
A yo it's cold on this level cause it's twice as deep
But you don't hear me, ignorance is bliss and so on
Sometimes it's better to be thought dumb...
Shall I go on?
You don't want no real, what the deal is a mystery
How is it I can live and make history
If you don't see it then it, wasn't meant for you to see
If you wasn't born wit' it then, it wasn't meant for you to be
But you can't blame me for not wantin' to be held
Lock down in a cell where a soul can't dwell
This is hell, call me the devil and get me the key
But can't be worst than the curse that was given to me
It's what I live for, you take away that and then I'm gone
There's a difference between, doin' wrong and being wrong"
"I'ma flow regardless because I'm an artist until I'm trapped
I'ma continue to hit he hardest whether I scrap or rap
Give me death but you ain't my friend
I see it in your eyes, you contemplate my end
You waitin' for that bend in the road, where you were told
That you would go, when you were old and if you died young, it was cold
So, what the deally? What is it worth
Think back 26 years, be like what of his birth was a miscarriage and I never existed?
Have I given something that if taken away you, would you of missed it?
Didn't know, yet I persisted, it was the call of the wild
I merely say what's in my heart, and you call it a style
Don't put it in the cage, don't mistreat it
You say you hunger for knowledge, here it is eat it
Another song completed is another thought captured
Let me do my thing I got it locked wit' this rap shyt"
You can tell DMX's was fighting a lot of demons during this time period of his life. He still is, obviously. But you can feel the pain in every verse. The hunger. He was the definition of a lost soul.