I have a 8pm deadline and 6 hours of fukking work. Instead of doing my work, THIS IS WHAT I'M DOING.
@B-Mint94, I don't know you but I do know charmander, and he is never going to apologize, so you need to stop. STOP.
You're out here in ALL CAPS and saying a man on a forum almost made you kill yourself? PLEASE. Do yourself, not us, not him, do YOURSELF a favor and logout.
The internet in not the place for you. I'm not sure where the place is for you hun, but it's not here.
I'm sorry. Charmander is right. I ain't shyt. Im a retard. No woman will ever love me. I don't even know why I've been lying to myself. I just got to accept reality. I'm not shyt and I never will be.
You are not a retard. You are having a hard time processing your emotions and I get that, but this isn't the place to vent. Trust me, it isn't going to get any better. Hop off the internet, relax, read a damn book. Do like Elsa, let it go.
You have all the potential in yourself to be who you want to be. Don't think negative thoughts, don't let others make you think less of yourself. You really should think of seeking out a life coach, or a therapist. People on the internet cannot be responsible for your emotion.